people online will ask me what's wrong but not even my own mother or anyone else here. they don't care. i'm right here, in the open and none of them seem concerned. it hurts. i don't have anyone here. i hate that. what did i ever do to not deserve any attention. why even bother living if no one wants me is what i think. i don't need to be in this disgusting world and i don't want to bother anyone with my problems and drag them down with me, i'm sick of that. i can't do that anymore. i want someone right now but i can't go to anyone. people also make me sad. i don't like any of them. they make me so mad that they're laughing right in front of me while i'm crying. it's so cruel. i hate this. this isn't fair. no one cares for me. they don't even want to look in my direction. i don't exist here. i want to leave before i try to end everything too early on a whim.