i just want to cry but i can't. i can be very emotional,
i thought you were different than the rest, i thought you were the most perfect being to exist, i wanted you to be, to prove me wrong. you gave me so much hope and happiness but took it all away with you. leaving me behind drained from everything, alone and sad once again. you're hurting me. don't you have any idea how much you mean to me? i never would want you to feel this way like i am, but you're so cruel to me. why won't you stop ignoring me? it's so painful to deal with. 
i'm so alone and sad without you. i miss you.