Sunday, July 22, 2012
Last night I had such sexually arousing thoughts/dreams. It was very unexpected and I was so confused? I never have these type of dreams, especially me not being the dominant. I was quite submissive... It was so odd because it seemed like I liked it and the role. Though then again I was part Dom because I had to tell the person to do these things to me. I found great pleasure to it all in my dream. Ugh, it's so weird though. The sexual partner was like 25-30 years old and it was all just so perfect. I was so sexual, it was kind of scary. Now that I think of it, I don't really want a partner just like me or very shy and whatever. I want a nice, a very nice and reasonable, a bit outgoing, older partner. I want to live in a city, in an apartment. Yes. I don't even know what I'm talking about now tbh. I'm just rambling now, doesn't even make sense... Yeah. Ok.