I can see the light sky, the sun is rising here already so early. The sun is always shining here. I can't fall asleep though my eyes feel heavy. I am so tired but I can't fall into a deep slumber. So much things going on and around in my head. It's times like these that I realize I'm alive and what I'm doing and have done. I'll love to feel again but how do I manage to do that. All I've done is wasted time and killed time.