she always does this. ALWAYS. i can't remember or think of a time she doesn't. whenever she's lonely, sad, and things aren't going well at all, she always comes to me but when she's not, she forgets about me and basically treats me like i'm nothing. fuck you too. fuck you. i'm not going to let you use me like this. and next time you have no one again, don't come to me!!! you piss me off so fucking much! i can't even stand looking at you. you disgust me and you're completely ridiculous trying to act like you're fine. it just makes me want to puke. UGH!!! i cannot believe i just let myself be used!