what am i doing? i just want to scream. i'm just want to let it all out. i want someone to get hurt. it's so wrong but i feel like it's gone, taken away from me. i don't care if it is but everything usually is. take it all away. leave me with nothing, i'm sure i'll stay sane. nothing is never enough. i always want more. give it all back. it all belongs to me, it always has, right?